This is a My Candy Love Fan fiction. It is about a girl Castiel was madly in love with, leaving him when she got pregnant. Only he never knew she was pregnant, and now she's back in town with two kids that look like him.
Chapter One:
To say that I am scared would be an understatement...I'M TERRIFIED
You see, me and Castiel have been dating for about, well since 8th grade, and we're starting 11th grade when the summer is over.
Gosh, I can't believe I'm doing this! I thought while I knocked on his apartment door
"WHO IS IT? IT'S 11 AT NIGHT!" He yelled back
"Cas! Open the door" I yelled back
The door opened in a second reveling my handsome boyfriend in boxers and no shirt
He laughed "well, are you gonna stand there or come out of the cold?" He asked with a smirk
"Castiel, we need to talk" I said
His face dropped "Stella?"
"it's over" I said
Chapter One:
To say that I am scared would be an understatement...I'M TERRIFIED
You see, me and Castiel have been dating for about, well since 8th grade, and we're starting 11th grade when the summer is over.
Gosh, I can't believe I'm doing this! I thought while I knocked on his apartment door
"WHO IS IT? IT'S 11 AT NIGHT!" He yelled back
"Cas! Open the door" I yelled back
The door opened in a second reveling my handsome boyfriend in boxers and no shirt
He laughed "well, are you gonna stand there or come out of the cold?" He asked with a smirk
"Castiel, we need to talk" I said
His face dropped "Stella?"
"it's over" I said
CHAPTER TWO:
It's been 4 and a half years since that night, the night I shattered my own heart.
I had to leave, if I stayed I'd just be holding Castiel back!
"Momma!" Zoey cried
"Shhhh, baby I'm here" I coed
Now you see why I left, I was pregnant and I knew Castiel wasn't ready, I don't think he'd ever be ready.
Castiel, as much as no one thinks so, he's something special. I swear him and Lysander are gonna be Rock Stars some day, and he doesn't need kids holding him back.
Yes I said KIDS! I have twins.
A boy named Zayn and a girl named Zoey.
Zayn is the spitting image of Castiel before he died his hair. You'd only have to see Cas once to know he was Zayn's Dad.
Zoey, she looks like me, but she's got Castiel's bright red hair like when he died his, how that happened i'll never know. She's also got Castiel's stone cold eyes
The eyes that I once, no the eyes that I still love.
CHAPTER THREE:
'Sweet Amoris' was the sign I saw while driving into town
"Momma, why are we here?" Zayn asked
"So you can go to school" I replied
"What's school?" Zoey asked
"A wonderful place" I replied
"If its so wonderful why do kids always complain about it?" Zayn asked
I sighed "you know, your too smart for your age"
"No your just not smart" Zayn said while sticking his tongue at me
"Nice kids I have" I mumbled
Why am I going back? Well I'm having money troubles AKA I'm broke!
I called my old friend Violette and she has an apartment here, and she said we could move in with her.
Maybe it's for the best
"Violette!" I yelled while getting out of the car and running to hug her
"It's so great to see you!" She said with a smile
"You too! But are you sure this is no problem?" I asked her
"It's fine, I'm lonely, it'll be nice having company" she said with a smile
"Ok, well do you wanna meet them?" I asked
She nodded her head and we started walking to the car
CHAPTER FOUR: (Zayn's POV)
"Who's that!" Zoey asked
"Donno" I replied
"Is she our sissy?" She asked
"Does mom really look that old?" I replied
"She could've had her when she was one" she said
"Zoey"
"Ya?" She said
"No" I replied
"Wha?"
"Just no!" I replied again
"Do you think daddy will be here?" She asked
Not this again! She's been talking about our daddy for weeks now! Mom said he's dead!
"Zo! Mom said he died in a fire!" I replied
"I'm not stupid! I've seen once upon a time! She just lying to us cuz he left her!" Zoey yelled
"Zoey, shhhh they're coming!"
CHAPTER FIVE: (back to Stella's POV)
"Zo, Zayn. This is my friend Violette!" I told them
"Hi! I'm Zoey! I like your hair!" Zo said
"Hi" Zayn said
"You two are so cute! You wanna see your rooms?" Violette asked with a smile
"YESS!" Zoey said while jumping out of the car
I watched as Violette and zoey ran into the apartment building. It's nice to know they'll get along
"Zo's talking about dad again!" Zayn snapped me out of my thoughts
"What!?" I asked
"She's says that your just lying, and that he probably just left you" Zayn said
They're so much like Castiel. Say what you want about Castiel hating school, but one thing he's not is stupid! If anything he's the smartest guy I know, I guess that's where Zayn and Zoey get it from
"Mom?" Zayn asked
I bent down to his level and sighed "I left him"
"What?" Zayn asked
"We were young and your dad had a lot of dreams. I thought having kids would ruin them for him, so I left" I replied
"Do you think you'll ever see him again?" Zayn asked
"I wouldn't count on it, last time I saw him he was dead set on getting out of this town" I said while thinking back to how Castiel always ranted about how he hated sweet amoris
"I hate him!" Zayn said
"Zayn, he was a good man" I said
"I hate him! If he was good he would've came after you and stopped you from leaving" he said
I stood up "I have gotta stop letting you watching so much T.V" I mumbled
"No! T.V is my life!" Zayn yelled
I laughed "ok, well lets go inside where there's a T.V"
CHAPTER SIX:
After we put the twins to bed, Violette called someone
"Who did you"I got cut of by the door opening
"STELLA!" I heard Iris yell, while running to hug me
"Shhh, don't wake the kids" Violette said
"We have got to catch up!" Iris said with a smile
Iris decided that we had to play our favorite sleepover game, 20 questions.
"Ok first question, are they Castiel's?" Iris asked
I sighed "Yes, but don't tell anyone"
"She won't have to, one look at Zayn and its not hard to see" Violette said
"Ok, my turn to ask a question!" I said
"Ask away" Iris said
"Is he still here? In sweet amoris?" I asked
Iris smiled "I knew it! You're still in love with him!"
"To answer your question, yes! He has an apartment in the building there" Violette said while pointing at the apartment building out the window
"I guess it's violette's turn" I said
"Ummm, where did you go?" She asked
"That's a hard question, I went a lot of places. New York, London, L.A, now back here" I said with a smile
"My turn, do you wanna get back together with Castiel?" Iris asked
I sighed "No, I left for a reason and I'm gonna stick to that reason"
"Please!" Violette said
"Please what?" I asked
Iris sighed "Castiel is, well he hasn't been himself since you left"
"The first week of school after you left, he was like a zombie! He wore baggy clothes, actually went to class and he wouldn't talk to anyone" Violette said
"After the second month he finally broke down and started dating Amber" Iris said
"Amber barley lets Lysander or Alexy talk to him." Violette said
I started laughing "Castiel is listening to Amber?"
"Yes, and you need to help him" Iris said
CHAPTER SEVEN: (Zoey's POV)
I was woken up by someone yelling "STELLA!"
God I can't help it, lets go see what they're talking about
"Ok first question, are they Castiel's?" I heard a weird voice ask
Castiel? Who's that?
"Yes, but don't tell anyone" mom said
OMG, my dad is named Castiel!
"She won't have to, one look at Zayn and its not hard to see" Violette said
"Ok, my turn to ask a question!" Mom said
Are they playing twenty questions? Cuz Fox said that game is so last year
"Ask away" The voice said
"Is he still here? In sweet amoris?" Mom asked
He? She can't mean..I KNEW IT! He's not dead!
"I knew it! You're still in love with him!" The voice said
"To answer your question, yes! He has an apartment in the building there" Violette said
I went back to my room and looked out my widow, that has to be the apartment Violette means.
I'm so close! I'm so close to finding my daddy!
CHAPTER EIGHT: (The next day, going to the park. Stella's POV)
I can't help but stare at that building, Castiel is in there somewhere!
No Stella, keep heading to the the park my brain told me.
But my heart kept telling me, Go inside you love him!
The first thing we saw when we walked into the park was and all to familiar dog.
No! The last thing I wanted to see at the park was Demon! If he's here that means Cas is too.
"There's demon" Iris said
"Cute puppy" Zayn said wearing Castiel's number one smirk
"I wanna swing!" Zoey said
"I'll take you!" Violette said while running to the swings with Zoey
"Stella, common, lets go to the water with Zayn" iris said
"How deep do you think it is?" Zayn asked when we got to the pond
"To deep for you" I replied
"Ya way to deep" iris said
"Wanna have a race?" Zayn asked while jumping up
"What kinda race?" Me and Iris asked a that same
"To that tree and back!" Zayn said
"You're on" me and Iris said while getting up
"3, 2, 1 GO!" Zayn yelled and started running for the tree
Me and Iris jogged behind him, so he would win
But out for nowhere, Demon pushed Zayn to the ground
"Zayn!" I yelled while me and Iris rushed over to him
Laughing, my son was laughed after he run over by a dog, who's bigger than him. God why does he act so much like Castiel?
"DEMON!" I heard Castiel's loud voice
CHAPTER NINE:
I couldn't, I can't see him now! I don't want to!
Iris must have seen my uneasiness, because she gabbed mine and zayn's hands and started running to the swings after she yelled "Thanks a lot Castiel!"
"What was that about?" Violette asked
"Just Castiel being an idiot" iris said
"CASTIEL? Who Castiel?" Zoey asked with a giant smile on her face
"Him!" Zayn said while pointing to the red head with Demon
"His hair is the same as mine!" Zoey said with a smile
"Ya, but his is died, your is natural" I told her
"I wanna go see the puppy!" Zoey said
"Zo, I don't wanna take you over there" I replied
"I'll take her over" iris said
"Fine" I said
I stared after them as they got closer and closer to Castiel
CHAPTER TEN: (Zoey's POV)
This is it! I'm going to see my daddy!
"What are you thinking about?" Iris asked
"He's my dad!" I replied with a smile
She stopped dead in her tracks "What?" She asked
"I'm not stupid!" I yelled back
Iris sighed "ok, ya he is. But don't tell him that right now, k?" Iris said
"K" I promised
We finally got over to my dad, and god is he handsome! He reminds me of Taylor Lautner!
"Who's the kid?" He asked
"This is Zoey, and she wanted to meet Demon!" Iris said
"You know kid, Demon isn't a nice fluffy puppy!" He said with the same smirk Zayn aways has
"So? It's not like he'd eat me!" I replied
He laughed "what kinda mother doesn't teach their kid manners and lets them die their hair red?" He asked while bending down to my level
"My mother, and your mother" I replied
He laughed "you've got spunk kid, my names Castiel Gray"
"Zoey Daniels!" I replied with a smile
His face dropped a little "I used to know someone with that last name"
MY MOM! HE REMEMBERS HER! I have to get them back together.
"Stella Daniels?" I asked
Castiel's eyes widened "you know her?" He asked
I was about to answer when Iris picked me up
"It was nice seeing you Castiel! But we have to go!" She said while running out over to my mom
CHAPTER ELEVEN: (Castiel's POV)
That little girl, she knows Stella! Maybe she knows where she is!
I've been searching for 3 years! I can't let it slip away!
"Iris Wait!" I yelled
But Iris didn't stop, she just ran over to Violette, a Blonde-haired girl (stella) and the boy demon ran over!
The girl with Blonde hair, it can't be her, can it?
She turned around a little and I saw her eyes! It's her! She has Stella's eyes
They were about to leave the park
"Stella!" I yelled
CHAPTER TWELVE: (Stella's POV)
"Stella!" He yelled
I did the only thing I could think of, I bolted to the apartment building
After awhile Violette, iris and the twins ran in.
"Momma" Zoey said
"Ya?" I asked
"Why did you run?" She asked while sitting on my lap
"No reasons" I replied
"He's my dad isn't he" she replied
"How" I mumbled
"Like you said, I'm too smart for my age" she replied
"Zayn come here" I said while patting the spot beside me
"Do you two wanna know about your dad?" I asked and got a nod out of both of them
"Well, when I was 13 I started dating Castiel Grey, the school Bad Boy. It was all good until I got pregnant at the begining of summer break when i was 15" I said
"What about daddy?" Zoey asked
"Well your dad was in a band, and was gonna be a rock star. I thought having a kid would just hold him back from his dream, so I broke up with him and moved across the country where I had you two. And you know the rest" I said with a smile
"I've never seen him on T.V, why isn't he a rock star?" Zayn asked
"Iris, Violette?" I asked
Iris sighed "well when your mom left, he quit playing. He runs a music shop right now"
"Are you ever gonna tell him about us?" Zoey asked with hope in her eyes
"Sweetie, Castiel is...well he's very different ! We didn't leave on good terms so probably not" I said
She started crying "plewes ! I wanna see dada again!"
"Zo, I'm sorry" I said
"I'm goning to bed!" She screamed
CHAPTER THIRTEEN: (Iris's POV)
If Stella won't go to Castiel, I need to get him to go to her! But I'll need help of course
"Lys!" I yelled while running to my boyfriend who's writing in his notebook under the tree
"Why hello Iris" he replied while closing his notebook
"I need your help!" I said while sitting beside him
"What for?" He asked
"Do you want Castiel to be, well the old Castiel?" I asked
Lys sighed "As nice as that would be, I don't think it will ever happen. Unless Stella just showed up out of the blue"
I laughed "She did! She's living with Violette!"
Lys just stared at me for a while, until a smile broke out on his face
"So I can get my Best friend back!" He said
"Ya, but there's one, or actually 2 problems" I replied
"What are they?" He asked
"Well, Stella doesn't seem to want anything to do with Castiel." I said
"We can work on that" lys said
I sighed "the bigger problem is, the reason why she broke up with him"
"And what is that reason?" He asked
"She has twins, a boy and a girl! The girl wants to meet him, but the boy wants nothing to do with him" I said
Lys didn't even looked shocked
"Lys! Why don't you look surprised?" I asked
"I had a feeling she was pregnant. Those last few days she was in the washroom a lot, she was eating more than usually and I just had a feeling" he replied
"So, what's the plan?" I asked
CHAPTER FOURTEEN: (lysander's POV)
I have to talk to Castiel
"What do you want?" Amber asked as she opened up the door to Castiel's apartment
"I'm here to see Castiel" I replied
She smirked "Sorry he's not h"
"Hey Lys" Castiel said while walking up behind amber
God, he's getting better already! A week ago he'd just let amber slam the door in my face
"Can I speak to you alone?" I asked
"Ya sure, Amber?" Castiel said while turning to Amber
"Can't he come back another time?" She said
"I wasn't asking you! Leave so I can talk to lys!" He said in the rude manner like he always used to use
Amber looked shocked "ok" she said while stepping out of his apartment
"Lys she's here! I saw her! It has to be her!" Castiel said before I even sat down
"I know, Iris told me!" I replied
"I don't know what to do lys, I just don't know" he said while holding his head
I sighed "I think first things first, you've gotta let Amber go"
Castiel stared at me for awhile "what?"
"You have to break up with her" I replied
"No!" He said
"Why not, I thought she irritated you" I replied
"She does, but that'd just be playing right into Stella's hands!" Castiel snapped
"What do you mean?"
"She ruined me! She made me fall apart!" He yelled
"Then maybe her coming back, is a sign that its time go back to being the old castiel" I tried to reason with him
"No! It's a curse! I don't know why she's here, but I don't need her screwing up what's left of my life" Castiel said
CHAPTER FIFTEEN: (iris's POV)
"This gonna be harder than we thought" I said
"Does he really want nothing to do with her?" Violette asked
Lysander sighed "He was really hurt, like nothing I've ever seen before"
"Come on! This is Castiel we're talking about! The dude is cold to the core!" Alexy said
Lysander glared at Alexy "You don't know Castiel like I do. He's not all the cold"
"So, what's the plan then?" Alexy asked
"Well, we were hoping you might have one" Violette said while blushing
She totally likes Alexy, me and Stella will have to get them together some time
"Ummmm, you said she had kids, so why not use them?" Alexy said
"Because they're kids! We don't want to bring them into this! Especially with how emotional Castiel is right now!" I snapped at him
"Iris, he might have a point" Violette said
"But this is Castiel we're talking about!" I yelled
"Castiel may have a temper but he'd never snap at a child" Lysander said
"You don't know that for sure though!" I yelled
"Whoa! Why are you all getting so worked up about this!" Alexy asked
"Because you brought up the idea of bringing those poor kids into this!" I yelled at him
"Well someone's on their period" i heard him mumble
HE DID NOT JUST SAY THAT! I don't care if Violette has a crush on him, i'll kill him!
"WHAT DID YOU SAY?" I yelled
"Nothing!" he said with a smirk
"You did not say nothing!" I snapped at him
"GUYS STOP!" Violette yelled
"But he"
Lysander cut me off "We need to find a way to get Stella and Castiel back together. Yelling at each other wont solve a thing"
CHAPTER SIXTEEN: (zoey's POV)
If mamma won't let me see daddy, I'll see him myself!
"What are you doing?" Zayn asked while sitting on my bed
"Going to find daddy" I replied while packing stuff in my book bag
"Your an idiot! You're gonna get lost" Zayn replied
"You're an idiot!" I yelled back at him
"Why do you keep going on with this? Who says he even wants you?" He asked
Why do I keep going on with this? What if Zayn's right and he doesn't even want me.
"Because I don't wanna keep wondering why I don't have a dad!" I yelled back
"So you rather not have a mom?" Zayn asked
I love mommy, I can't live without her
"Zayn, I have to do this! I'll never forgive myself if I don't!" I said
Zayn sighed "fine, go! But I'm done"
"What?" I asked
"If you leave you lose me! Take your pick" he said while walking out of my room
He's kidding right? It's Zayn he's always joking! Plus when I get mommy and daddy back together he'll be happy!
Daddy here I come!
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: (Stella's POV)
"Zoey?" I asked while walking into her empty room
"Zo, where are you?" I yelled
Oh no, she didn't, she can't, is she looking for Castiel?
"ZAYN!" I yelled while running into his room finding him waking up
"Wah?" He mumbled
"Zoey, where's Zoey?" I asked him
"Zoey, is in her room" he mumbled
He doesn't know, oh god what am I gonna do.
"Vi" I said while walking into her room
"Alexy" I heard her mumbled
"What?" I asked
"Alexy I love you!" She mumbled
Now don't get me wrong, I'm worried about Zoey but I'm still a kid myself, so there's no way I'm passing up the chance to bug Violette about this.
"Oh Violette! I love you too!" I said in my 'boy' voice
"Really? Lets go get married!" Violette yelled while bolting up
"Well that didn't take long!" I replied
She stared at me "Stella? I though you were Al"
"Alexy?" I asked with a smirk
"NO!" She said with a blush
I laughed "what ever you say. But I really need your help Zoey is gone!"
"Gone?" she asked
"I think she's looking for Castiel" I replied
"What should we do?" She asked
"Ummmmm"
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: (castiel's POV)
*knock*
Who the hell is knocking on my door at 6 in the morning?
"SHUT UP!" I yelled at the door
*Knock*
They better have a REALLY good reason for this
"WHAT!" i yelled while walking to the door
When i opened the door i saw the little girl from ealier, the one that knows Stella.
"Hi" she squeaked
"Ummm, what are you doing here? Better yet how did you get here?" i asked while bending down to her level
"I have my ways" She said with a smirk
Why does my heart hurt so much when i look at her?
"Ok, But why are you here?" i asked
She frowned "I wanted to see the puppy"
"Where's your mom and dad?" i asked
"My mom's at the apartment and my daddy is with me" she said
Her dad is with her, this kid is nuts.
"What?" i asked
She laughed "I'm Zoey Daniels, your Daughter!"
Yep she's defiantly Nuts.
I sighed "Zoey, i'm sorry but i don't have a kid"
She laughed again "No, you have two"
"WHAT" i asked
"Me and zayn" she replied
I have kids? She's gotta be messing with me! I'm gonna kill iris after this.
"Did Iris put you up to this?" i asked
"No, no one knows i left" she said with a smile
I laughed "Who's your mom then?"
I've only slept with one girl in my whole life, so i know i don't have a kid!
"Stella Daniels" she said the name of that one girl
CHAPTER NINETEEN: (castiel's POV)
This kid is kidding, this has got to be a joke
"don't lie to me, it's not funny!" I snapped at her
"I'm not lieing! My mommy's name is Stella Daniels and you're my daddy!" she screamed
Great she's gonna wake the neighbors
"How do you know i'm your dad?" I asked
She glared at me "Cuz i do! You look just like my brother!"
"So what?" i asked
"You're my daddy!" she said
"Am not" i said
"Are to"
"are not"
"Are too"
"are not"
"YOU ARE TOO, SO SHUT YOUR FLIPPING MOUTH BEFORE I SHUT IT FOR YOU!" she screamed
Damn she's got a mouth on her, she reminds me of well, me.
"Hello? You gonna say anything?" she asked
"I thought you just said to shut my mouth?" I asked with a smirk
She glared "Stop being a meany!"
"What do you want from me any way?" I asked
"I want to be a family, a real one!" She said with a bright smile
"What?" I asked
"Marry my mom!"
CHAPTER TWENTY: (stella's POV)
"ZOEY!" i screamed while running down the street
"ZOEY WHERE ARE YOU!" I yelled
Where did she go? what if she hurt? Or what if, no she couldn't have found castiel, could she?
"Looking for something?" I heard a voice from behind me
"Yes, I'm looking for a little girl namd Zoey" i said while turning around to come face to face with none other than prince blondie Nathaniel
"S-stella?" he asked with a smile
"Nat! Its nice to see you again" I said with a face smile hoping he would just leave me alone
"How have you been" he asked
"Good. I'd really like to stay and catch up, but i really need to find Zoey" I said
"Who's Zoey?" he asked
I sighed "My daughter"
Nathaniel just gave me a blank look, but i don't care what he or anyone thinks of me anymore.
"I have to go" I said while turning around
"WAIT!" He said while grabbing my arm
"what?" i asked
"Your daughter, how old i s sh e?" He asked
"5" i replied
Nathaniel didn't reply for awhile but you could tell he was thinking.
"She's castiel's" He replied
"So what if she is" i asked with a glare
Nathaniel did something i never would have expected him to do....
Chapter Twenty-One: (Stella's P.O.V)
Nathaniel got on both his knees
"PLEASE GET BACK TOGETHER WITH CASTIEL!" He begged
"What" I mumbled
"Please! My sister needs to move on with her life!" He said
I glared at him "So I need to take him back so she can move on? Who says I didn't leave so I could move on?"
"Stella I didn't mean it that way! Castiel is just using my sister to get over you" he said
"How do you know?" I asked
he sighed "Well..."
Apparently after I left Castiel stopped playing the guitar, he started going to class, he stopped talking to people and he was practically dead to the world.
He started dating Amber two years after I left. It hasn't been serious but Amber thinks he's gonna propose.
"He still loves you! One time he even called Amber, Stella! She was mad for a week and he didn't even seem to care!" Nathaniel pleaded
"He called her me?" I asked
"Ya! He would never do that unless he was thinking of you" Nathaniel said
"I still don't believe you" I mumbled
"Stella, he gave up music for you! He learned how to use Google so he could search for you!" He said
"He Googled me?" I asked
Nathaniel smirked and said "He even got Facebook so he could stalk you on it"
Maybe he does still love me...but do I love him?
"Stella, I may not like him, but he was in love with you and still is, and you can save him from himself" Nathaniel pleaded
"I don't know" I reasoned
"Please just think about it?" he asked
I sighed "Fine I'll think about it, but you have to help me find Zoey!" I said
"Deal!" He said with a smile
Chapter Twenty-Two: (Castiel's P.O.V)
Here in front of me is the daughter of the girl I can't forget about, asking the impossible.
"No" I said
"WHY NOT!" She screamed
"I have a girlfriend" I said
She glared at "So? Dump the witch"
God this kid is just as rude as me, but she can pull it off because she looks like an angel
"Your mother left me! Not the other way around!" I yelled at her
"What?" She asked in a soft voice
I sighed "What has she been telling you"
"She said you died in a fire" She said
Just like Stella, to tell her something like that so she wont get hurt
"Then how did you find me?" I asked
"I heard her talking about you with her friends" She replied
Stella talked about me?
"Come in" I said
"REALLY!" She yelled with hope in her little grey eyes
"Ya, i wanna hear about your mom" I replied
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It's been 4 and a half years since that night, the night I shattered my own heart.
I had to leave, if I stayed I'd just be holding Castiel back!
"Momma!" Zoey cried
"Shhhh, baby I'm here" I coed
Now you see why I left, I was pregnant and I knew Castiel wasn't ready, I don't think he'd ever be ready.
Castiel, as much as no one thinks so, he's something special. I swear him and Lysander are gonna be Rock Stars some day, and he doesn't need kids holding him back.
Yes I said KIDS! I have twins.
A boy named Zayn and a girl named Zoey.
Zayn is the spitting image of Castiel before he died his hair. You'd only have to see Cas once to know he was Zayn's Dad.
Zoey, she looks like me, but she's got Castiel's bright red hair like when he died his, how that happened i'll never know. She's also got Castiel's stone cold eyes
The eyes that I once, no the eyes that I still love.
CHAPTER THREE:
'Sweet Amoris' was the sign I saw while driving into town
"Momma, why are we here?" Zayn asked
"So you can go to school" I replied
"What's school?" Zoey asked
"A wonderful place" I replied
"If its so wonderful why do kids always complain about it?" Zayn asked
I sighed "you know, your too smart for your age"
"No your just not smart" Zayn said while sticking his tongue at me
"Nice kids I have" I mumbled
Why am I going back? Well I'm having money troubles AKA I'm broke!
I called my old friend Violette and she has an apartment here, and she said we could move in with her.
Maybe it's for the best
"Violette!" I yelled while getting out of the car and running to hug her
"It's so great to see you!" She said with a smile
"You too! But are you sure this is no problem?" I asked her
"It's fine, I'm lonely, it'll be nice having company" she said with a smile
"Ok, well do you wanna meet them?" I asked
She nodded her head and we started walking to the car
CHAPTER FOUR: (Zayn's POV)
"Who's that!" Zoey asked
"Donno" I replied
"Is she our sissy?" She asked
"Does mom really look that old?" I replied
"She could've had her when she was one" she said
"Zoey"
"Ya?" She said
"No" I replied
"Wha?"
"Just no!" I replied again
"Do you think daddy will be here?" She asked
Not this again! She's been talking about our daddy for weeks now! Mom said he's dead!
"Zo! Mom said he died in a fire!" I replied
"I'm not stupid! I've seen once upon a time! She just lying to us cuz he left her!" Zoey yelled
"Zoey, shhhh they're coming!"
CHAPTER FIVE: (back to Stella's POV)
"Zo, Zayn. This is my friend Violette!" I told them
"Hi! I'm Zoey! I like your hair!" Zo said
"Hi" Zayn said
"You two are so cute! You wanna see your rooms?" Violette asked with a smile
"YESS!" Zoey said while jumping out of the car
I watched as Violette and zoey ran into the apartment building. It's nice to know they'll get along
"Zo's talking about dad again!" Zayn snapped me out of my thoughts
"What!?" I asked
"She's says that your just lying, and that he probably just left you" Zayn said
They're so much like Castiel. Say what you want about Castiel hating school, but one thing he's not is stupid! If anything he's the smartest guy I know, I guess that's where Zayn and Zoey get it from
"Mom?" Zayn asked
I bent down to his level and sighed "I left him"
"What?" Zayn asked
"We were young and your dad had a lot of dreams. I thought having kids would ruin them for him, so I left" I replied
"Do you think you'll ever see him again?" Zayn asked
"I wouldn't count on it, last time I saw him he was dead set on getting out of this town" I said while thinking back to how Castiel always ranted about how he hated sweet amoris
"I hate him!" Zayn said
"Zayn, he was a good man" I said
"I hate him! If he was good he would've came after you and stopped you from leaving" he said
I stood up "I have gotta stop letting you watching so much T.V" I mumbled
"No! T.V is my life!" Zayn yelled
I laughed "ok, well lets go inside where there's a T.V"
CHAPTER SIX:
After we put the twins to bed, Violette called someone
"Who did you"I got cut of by the door opening
"STELLA!" I heard Iris yell, while running to hug me
"Shhh, don't wake the kids" Violette said
"We have got to catch up!" Iris said with a smile
Iris decided that we had to play our favorite sleepover game, 20 questions.
"Ok first question, are they Castiel's?" Iris asked
I sighed "Yes, but don't tell anyone"
"She won't have to, one look at Zayn and its not hard to see" Violette said
"Ok, my turn to ask a question!" I said
"Ask away" Iris said
"Is he still here? In sweet amoris?" I asked
Iris smiled "I knew it! You're still in love with him!"
"To answer your question, yes! He has an apartment in the building there" Violette said while pointing at the apartment building out the window
"I guess it's violette's turn" I said
"Ummm, where did you go?" She asked
"That's a hard question, I went a lot of places. New York, London, L.A, now back here" I said with a smile
"My turn, do you wanna get back together with Castiel?" Iris asked
I sighed "No, I left for a reason and I'm gonna stick to that reason"
"Please!" Violette said
"Please what?" I asked
Iris sighed "Castiel is, well he hasn't been himself since you left"
"The first week of school after you left, he was like a zombie! He wore baggy clothes, actually went to class and he wouldn't talk to anyone" Violette said
"After the second month he finally broke down and started dating Amber" Iris said
"Amber barley lets Lysander or Alexy talk to him." Violette said
I started laughing "Castiel is listening to Amber?"
"Yes, and you need to help him" Iris said
CHAPTER SEVEN: (Zoey's POV)
I was woken up by someone yelling "STELLA!"
God I can't help it, lets go see what they're talking about
"Ok first question, are they Castiel's?" I heard a weird voice ask
Castiel? Who's that?
"Yes, but don't tell anyone" mom said
OMG, my dad is named Castiel!
"She won't have to, one look at Zayn and its not hard to see" Violette said
"Ok, my turn to ask a question!" Mom said
Are they playing twenty questions? Cuz Fox said that game is so last year
"Ask away" The voice said
"Is he still here? In sweet amoris?" Mom asked
He? She can't mean..I KNEW IT! He's not dead!
"I knew it! You're still in love with him!" The voice said
"To answer your question, yes! He has an apartment in the building there" Violette said
I went back to my room and looked out my widow, that has to be the apartment Violette means.
I'm so close! I'm so close to finding my daddy!
CHAPTER EIGHT: (The next day, going to the park. Stella's POV)
I can't help but stare at that building, Castiel is in there somewhere!
No Stella, keep heading to the the park my brain told me.
But my heart kept telling me, Go inside you love him!
The first thing we saw when we walked into the park was and all to familiar dog.
No! The last thing I wanted to see at the park was Demon! If he's here that means Cas is too.
"There's demon" Iris said
"Cute puppy" Zayn said wearing Castiel's number one smirk
"I wanna swing!" Zoey said
"I'll take you!" Violette said while running to the swings with Zoey
"Stella, common, lets go to the water with Zayn" iris said
"How deep do you think it is?" Zayn asked when we got to the pond
"To deep for you" I replied
"Ya way to deep" iris said
"Wanna have a race?" Zayn asked while jumping up
"What kinda race?" Me and Iris asked a that same
"To that tree and back!" Zayn said
"You're on" me and Iris said while getting up
"3, 2, 1 GO!" Zayn yelled and started running for the tree
Me and Iris jogged behind him, so he would win
But out for nowhere, Demon pushed Zayn to the ground
"Zayn!" I yelled while me and Iris rushed over to him
Laughing, my son was laughed after he run over by a dog, who's bigger than him. God why does he act so much like Castiel?
"DEMON!" I heard Castiel's loud voice
CHAPTER NINE:
I couldn't, I can't see him now! I don't want to!
Iris must have seen my uneasiness, because she gabbed mine and zayn's hands and started running to the swings after she yelled "Thanks a lot Castiel!"
"What was that about?" Violette asked
"Just Castiel being an idiot" iris said
"CASTIEL? Who Castiel?" Zoey asked with a giant smile on her face
"Him!" Zayn said while pointing to the red head with Demon
"His hair is the same as mine!" Zoey said with a smile
"Ya, but his is died, your is natural" I told her
"I wanna go see the puppy!" Zoey said
"Zo, I don't wanna take you over there" I replied
"I'll take her over" iris said
"Fine" I said
I stared after them as they got closer and closer to Castiel
CHAPTER TEN: (Zoey's POV)
This is it! I'm going to see my daddy!
"What are you thinking about?" Iris asked
"He's my dad!" I replied with a smile
She stopped dead in her tracks "What?" She asked
"I'm not stupid!" I yelled back
Iris sighed "ok, ya he is. But don't tell him that right now, k?" Iris said
"K" I promised
We finally got over to my dad, and god is he handsome! He reminds me of Taylor Lautner!
"Who's the kid?" He asked
"This is Zoey, and she wanted to meet Demon!" Iris said
"You know kid, Demon isn't a nice fluffy puppy!" He said with the same smirk Zayn aways has
"So? It's not like he'd eat me!" I replied
He laughed "what kinda mother doesn't teach their kid manners and lets them die their hair red?" He asked while bending down to my level
"My mother, and your mother" I replied
He laughed "you've got spunk kid, my names Castiel Gray"
"Zoey Daniels!" I replied with a smile
His face dropped a little "I used to know someone with that last name"
MY MOM! HE REMEMBERS HER! I have to get them back together.
"Stella Daniels?" I asked
Castiel's eyes widened "you know her?" He asked
I was about to answer when Iris picked me up
"It was nice seeing you Castiel! But we have to go!" She said while running out over to my mom
CHAPTER ELEVEN: (Castiel's POV)
That little girl, she knows Stella! Maybe she knows where she is!
I've been searching for 3 years! I can't let it slip away!
"Iris Wait!" I yelled
But Iris didn't stop, she just ran over to Violette, a Blonde-haired girl (stella) and the boy demon ran over!
The girl with Blonde hair, it can't be her, can it?
She turned around a little and I saw her eyes! It's her! She has Stella's eyes
They were about to leave the park
"Stella!" I yelled
CHAPTER TWELVE: (Stella's POV)
"Stella!" He yelled
I did the only thing I could think of, I bolted to the apartment building
After awhile Violette, iris and the twins ran in.
"Momma" Zoey said
"Ya?" I asked
"Why did you run?" She asked while sitting on my lap
"No reasons" I replied
"He's my dad isn't he" she replied
"How" I mumbled
"Like you said, I'm too smart for my age" she replied
"Zayn come here" I said while patting the spot beside me
"Do you two wanna know about your dad?" I asked and got a nod out of both of them
"Well, when I was 13 I started dating Castiel Grey, the school Bad Boy. It was all good until I got pregnant at the begining of summer break when i was 15" I said
"What about daddy?" Zoey asked
"Well your dad was in a band, and was gonna be a rock star. I thought having a kid would just hold him back from his dream, so I broke up with him and moved across the country where I had you two. And you know the rest" I said with a smile
"I've never seen him on T.V, why isn't he a rock star?" Zayn asked
"Iris, Violette?" I asked
Iris sighed "well when your mom left, he quit playing. He runs a music shop right now"
"Are you ever gonna tell him about us?" Zoey asked with hope in her eyes
"Sweetie, Castiel is...well he's very different ! We didn't leave on good terms so probably not" I said
She started crying "plewes ! I wanna see dada again!"
"Zo, I'm sorry" I said
"I'm goning to bed!" She screamed
CHAPTER THIRTEEN: (Iris's POV)
If Stella won't go to Castiel, I need to get him to go to her! But I'll need help of course
"Lys!" I yelled while running to my boyfriend who's writing in his notebook under the tree
"Why hello Iris" he replied while closing his notebook
"I need your help!" I said while sitting beside him
"What for?" He asked
"Do you want Castiel to be, well the old Castiel?" I asked
Lys sighed "As nice as that would be, I don't think it will ever happen. Unless Stella just showed up out of the blue"
I laughed "She did! She's living with Violette!"
Lys just stared at me for a while, until a smile broke out on his face
"So I can get my Best friend back!" He said
"Ya, but there's one, or actually 2 problems" I replied
"What are they?" He asked
"Well, Stella doesn't seem to want anything to do with Castiel." I said
"We can work on that" lys said
I sighed "the bigger problem is, the reason why she broke up with him"
"And what is that reason?" He asked
"She has twins, a boy and a girl! The girl wants to meet him, but the boy wants nothing to do with him" I said
Lys didn't even looked shocked
"Lys! Why don't you look surprised?" I asked
"I had a feeling she was pregnant. Those last few days she was in the washroom a lot, she was eating more than usually and I just had a feeling" he replied
"So, what's the plan?" I asked
CHAPTER FOURTEEN: (lysander's POV)
I have to talk to Castiel
"What do you want?" Amber asked as she opened up the door to Castiel's apartment
"I'm here to see Castiel" I replied
She smirked "Sorry he's not h"
"Hey Lys" Castiel said while walking up behind amber
God, he's getting better already! A week ago he'd just let amber slam the door in my face
"Can I speak to you alone?" I asked
"Ya sure, Amber?" Castiel said while turning to Amber
"Can't he come back another time?" She said
"I wasn't asking you! Leave so I can talk to lys!" He said in the rude manner like he always used to use
Amber looked shocked "ok" she said while stepping out of his apartment
"Lys she's here! I saw her! It has to be her!" Castiel said before I even sat down
"I know, Iris told me!" I replied
"I don't know what to do lys, I just don't know" he said while holding his head
I sighed "I think first things first, you've gotta let Amber go"
Castiel stared at me for awhile "what?"
"You have to break up with her" I replied
"No!" He said
"Why not, I thought she irritated you" I replied
"She does, but that'd just be playing right into Stella's hands!" Castiel snapped
"What do you mean?"
"She ruined me! She made me fall apart!" He yelled
"Then maybe her coming back, is a sign that its time go back to being the old castiel" I tried to reason with him
"No! It's a curse! I don't know why she's here, but I don't need her screwing up what's left of my life" Castiel said
CHAPTER FIFTEEN: (iris's POV)
"This gonna be harder than we thought" I said
"Does he really want nothing to do with her?" Violette asked
Lysander sighed "He was really hurt, like nothing I've ever seen before"
"Come on! This is Castiel we're talking about! The dude is cold to the core!" Alexy said
Lysander glared at Alexy "You don't know Castiel like I do. He's not all the cold"
"So, what's the plan then?" Alexy asked
"Well, we were hoping you might have one" Violette said while blushing
She totally likes Alexy, me and Stella will have to get them together some time
"Ummmm, you said she had kids, so why not use them?" Alexy said
"Because they're kids! We don't want to bring them into this! Especially with how emotional Castiel is right now!" I snapped at him
"Iris, he might have a point" Violette said
"But this is Castiel we're talking about!" I yelled
"Castiel may have a temper but he'd never snap at a child" Lysander said
"You don't know that for sure though!" I yelled
"Whoa! Why are you all getting so worked up about this!" Alexy asked
"Because you brought up the idea of bringing those poor kids into this!" I yelled at him
"Well someone's on their period" i heard him mumble
HE DID NOT JUST SAY THAT! I don't care if Violette has a crush on him, i'll kill him!
"WHAT DID YOU SAY?" I yelled
"Nothing!" he said with a smirk
"You did not say nothing!" I snapped at him
"GUYS STOP!" Violette yelled
"But he"
Lysander cut me off "We need to find a way to get Stella and Castiel back together. Yelling at each other wont solve a thing"
CHAPTER SIXTEEN: (zoey's POV)
If mamma won't let me see daddy, I'll see him myself!
"What are you doing?" Zayn asked while sitting on my bed
"Going to find daddy" I replied while packing stuff in my book bag
"Your an idiot! You're gonna get lost" Zayn replied
"You're an idiot!" I yelled back at him
"Why do you keep going on with this? Who says he even wants you?" He asked
Why do I keep going on with this? What if Zayn's right and he doesn't even want me.
"Because I don't wanna keep wondering why I don't have a dad!" I yelled back
"So you rather not have a mom?" Zayn asked
I love mommy, I can't live without her
"Zayn, I have to do this! I'll never forgive myself if I don't!" I said
Zayn sighed "fine, go! But I'm done"
"What?" I asked
"If you leave you lose me! Take your pick" he said while walking out of my room
He's kidding right? It's Zayn he's always joking! Plus when I get mommy and daddy back together he'll be happy!
Daddy here I come!
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: (Stella's POV)
"Zoey?" I asked while walking into her empty room
"Zo, where are you?" I yelled
Oh no, she didn't, she can't, is she looking for Castiel?
"ZAYN!" I yelled while running into his room finding him waking up
"Wah?" He mumbled
"Zoey, where's Zoey?" I asked him
"Zoey, is in her room" he mumbled
He doesn't know, oh god what am I gonna do.
"Vi" I said while walking into her room
"Alexy" I heard her mumbled
"What?" I asked
"Alexy I love you!" She mumbled
Now don't get me wrong, I'm worried about Zoey but I'm still a kid myself, so there's no way I'm passing up the chance to bug Violette about this.
"Oh Violette! I love you too!" I said in my 'boy' voice
"Really? Lets go get married!" Violette yelled while bolting up
"Well that didn't take long!" I replied
She stared at me "Stella? I though you were Al"
"Alexy?" I asked with a smirk
"NO!" She said with a blush
I laughed "what ever you say. But I really need your help Zoey is gone!"
"Gone?" she asked
"I think she's looking for Castiel" I replied
"What should we do?" She asked
"Ummmmm"
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: (castiel's POV)
*knock*
Who the hell is knocking on my door at 6 in the morning?
"SHUT UP!" I yelled at the door
*Knock*
They better have a REALLY good reason for this
"WHAT!" i yelled while walking to the door
When i opened the door i saw the little girl from ealier, the one that knows Stella.
"Hi" she squeaked
"Ummm, what are you doing here? Better yet how did you get here?" i asked while bending down to her level
"I have my ways" She said with a smirk
Why does my heart hurt so much when i look at her?
"Ok, But why are you here?" i asked
She frowned "I wanted to see the puppy"
"Where's your mom and dad?" i asked
"My mom's at the apartment and my daddy is with me" she said
Her dad is with her, this kid is nuts.
"What?" i asked
She laughed "I'm Zoey Daniels, your Daughter!"
Yep she's defiantly Nuts.
I sighed "Zoey, i'm sorry but i don't have a kid"
She laughed again "No, you have two"
"WHAT" i asked
"Me and zayn" she replied
I have kids? She's gotta be messing with me! I'm gonna kill iris after this.
"Did Iris put you up to this?" i asked
"No, no one knows i left" she said with a smile
I laughed "Who's your mom then?"
I've only slept with one girl in my whole life, so i know i don't have a kid!
"Stella Daniels" she said the name of that one girl
CHAPTER NINETEEN: (castiel's POV)
This kid is kidding, this has got to be a joke
"don't lie to me, it's not funny!" I snapped at her
"I'm not lieing! My mommy's name is Stella Daniels and you're my daddy!" she screamed
Great she's gonna wake the neighbors
"How do you know i'm your dad?" I asked
She glared at me "Cuz i do! You look just like my brother!"
"So what?" i asked
"You're my daddy!" she said
"Am not" i said
"Are to"
"are not"
"Are too"
"are not"
"YOU ARE TOO, SO SHUT YOUR FLIPPING MOUTH BEFORE I SHUT IT FOR YOU!" she screamed
Damn she's got a mouth on her, she reminds me of well, me.
"Hello? You gonna say anything?" she asked
"I thought you just said to shut my mouth?" I asked with a smirk
She glared "Stop being a meany!"
"What do you want from me any way?" I asked
"I want to be a family, a real one!" She said with a bright smile
"What?" I asked
"Marry my mom!"
CHAPTER TWENTY: (stella's POV)
"ZOEY!" i screamed while running down the street
"ZOEY WHERE ARE YOU!" I yelled
Where did she go? what if she hurt? Or what if, no she couldn't have found castiel, could she?
"Looking for something?" I heard a voice from behind me
"Yes, I'm looking for a little girl namd Zoey" i said while turning around to come face to face with none other than prince blondie Nathaniel
"S-stella?" he asked with a smile
"Nat! Its nice to see you again" I said with a face smile hoping he would just leave me alone
"How have you been" he asked
"Good. I'd really like to stay and catch up, but i really need to find Zoey" I said
"Who's Zoey?" he asked
I sighed "My daughter"
Nathaniel just gave me a blank look, but i don't care what he or anyone thinks of me anymore.
"I have to go" I said while turning around
"WAIT!" He said while grabbing my arm
"what?" i asked
"Your daughter, how old i s sh e?" He asked
"5" i replied
Nathaniel didn't reply for awhile but you could tell he was thinking.
"She's castiel's" He replied
"So what if she is" i asked with a glare
Nathaniel did something i never would have expected him to do....
Chapter Twenty-One: (Stella's P.O.V)
Nathaniel got on both his knees
"PLEASE GET BACK TOGETHER WITH CASTIEL!" He begged
"What" I mumbled
"Please! My sister needs to move on with her life!" He said
I glared at him "So I need to take him back so she can move on? Who says I didn't leave so I could move on?"
"Stella I didn't mean it that way! Castiel is just using my sister to get over you" he said
"How do you know?" I asked
he sighed "Well..."
Apparently after I left Castiel stopped playing the guitar, he started going to class, he stopped talking to people and he was practically dead to the world.
He started dating Amber two years after I left. It hasn't been serious but Amber thinks he's gonna propose.
"He still loves you! One time he even called Amber, Stella! She was mad for a week and he didn't even seem to care!" Nathaniel pleaded
"He called her me?" I asked
"Ya! He would never do that unless he was thinking of you" Nathaniel said
"I still don't believe you" I mumbled
"Stella, he gave up music for you! He learned how to use Google so he could search for you!" He said
"He Googled me?" I asked
Nathaniel smirked and said "He even got Facebook so he could stalk you on it"
Maybe he does still love me...but do I love him?
"Stella, I may not like him, but he was in love with you and still is, and you can save him from himself" Nathaniel pleaded
"I don't know" I reasoned
"Please just think about it?" he asked
I sighed "Fine I'll think about it, but you have to help me find Zoey!" I said
"Deal!" He said with a smile
Chapter Twenty-Two: (Castiel's P.O.V)
Here in front of me is the daughter of the girl I can't forget about, asking the impossible.
"No" I said
"WHY NOT!" She screamed
"I have a girlfriend" I said
She glared at "So? Dump the witch"
God this kid is just as rude as me, but she can pull it off because she looks like an angel
"Your mother left me! Not the other way around!" I yelled at her
"What?" She asked in a soft voice
I sighed "What has she been telling you"
"She said you died in a fire" She said
Just like Stella, to tell her something like that so she wont get hurt
"Then how did you find me?" I asked
"I heard her talking about you with her friends" She replied
Stella talked about me?
"Come in" I said
"REALLY!" She yelled with hope in her little grey eyes
"Ya, i wanna hear about your mom" I replied
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